From now on i will try my best at school, sports, and everything else. I will try to a daily inspirational or sad or happy or depressing paragraph about live. SOmething that can relate to everyone. hopefully this can start by tomorrow. 

cherraah? not sure what that means but thank you. im glad i could help :)

i know this must be a hard time for you but you need to stay strong. you need to do this for yourself. for me. for your parents. they love you and they want you to have the best life, even if they arent here. this is going to be hard but i believe in you and i just know they do to. they love you and will watch over you and protect you for the rest of your life. they want you to experience more in life. they want you to know love and happiness and the great feeling of getting past a hard time. they will always love you, never forget that. dont let these thoughts get the best of you. fight through them. i know and your parents know you are strong enough to do this. i love you. they love you. be strong beautiful and always come back if you ever need help again. <3

maybe destiny has a different plan for you. you may see it as life is nothing without collage but its not. there is a whole world out there.

go explore.

i see it as you have two options.

1. tell me how you feel

• she could tell you she likes you back
• she could break your heart and say she doesnt feel the same way.

2. dont tell her

• i dont really agree with this but it is the other option
• she could actually like you and you would of never know.

i would now like to refer to the quote:

“Forget the risk, take the fall, if its what you want, then its worth it all.”

if you dont tell her, you could loose her.

i cant really help you much if i dont know the problem but i will try. whatever this thing is you did, dont do it again if it makes you regret it this much. just try to stay positive and if you hurt someone in the process of this problem well you need to confess. lies get you nowhere in life. i hope that helps some. good luck

Busy busy busy!! i have been so busy! busy with work. busy with school. busy with life. busy with no boyfriend. busy with my friends but i like it that way. friends may just be better!

Today was actually a good day. Even though I had a test and my least favorite class, overall it was really good. nothing out of the ordinary happened, it just went by really smoothly. the only thing that could make it better is some ice cream. oh theres some in the fridge :) life is pretty good

Never ever ever kill yourself. You may feel that death is the only answer, but that is not true. The mind tricks you into thinking that life will not get better, but sweetie it will. Only so many bad things can happen to you before a good thing comes. Life is a hard game to play, but let it win. Pursue your dreams, have fun, and know that someone loves you. You may not think so but someone out there is waiting for your love.  

You used to be so different and in my opinion, better. You were nicer and seemed to care about me. You act like you try so hard to keep in touch with me but its all a lie. Your the mother and yet you can’t even seem to do the simplest things. You used to be so reliable, you were the one person I can’t count on. But now that your on the opposite side of the state, you don’t give a shit and all those promises that are made end up being broken. Bullshit you called and texted me all day. Lies. Im tired of your lies. For once, just tell me the truth. So for now, fuck this world.

(all in random order)

MOVIES

1. She’s the Man

2. John Tucker Must Die

3. Country Strong

4. The Notebook 

5. The Titanic

6. Water for Elephant

7. Time Travelers Wife

8. Mean Girls

9. P.S. I Love You

10. Legally Blonde

TV SHOWS

1. Awkward

2. Teen Wolfs

3. The Vampire Diaries

4. The Secret Circle

5. 10 Things I Hate About You

6. Charmed

7. Nine Lives of Chloe King

8. Skins (US or UK they are both GEEE)

9. Army Wives

10. Pretty Little Liars

BOOKS

1. Kissed By An Angel

2. The Summer I Turned Pretty

3. Missing 

4. Pretty Little Liars

5. Willow

6. Lying Game

7. Two Way Street

8. Delirium

9. Before I Fall

10. Dark Secrets 

any thing else you’d like to know my favs of? drop it in the ask box!

Today I was at school and I realized that half of the shit we learn in this hell hole will never be used again. I mean sure there are A LOT of stuff that we learn that is super useful. But really your teaching me how to properly throw a frickin frisbee and i HATE frisbee. Why do you do this to me you stupid teacher? please just go get a life of your own Mr. Manahan and go fuck bitches and get $$$$$ maybe when you finally get laid youll realize that there are better things in life than frisbee. School, you suck.